Iits funny how you’ll be sitting talking on your cell phone at that memorial bench usually on the ground using the bench as a backrest when Fort Bragg plays Taps at 23:00. Its weird I’m getting bit by bugs. I just watched 699 Club. I don’t know if that turned out 699 club becauses that 420 is hitting me and I’m lying here with my keyboard without my eyes open. Theres a lot of things that hit me and when they hit you, you want to hit back. And the worse they hit you more the more you want to hit them worse but it gets so bad you'll settle for anything whether its hitting drugs, domestically dysfunctioning, whatever man, whatever even sitting here hitting some social networking site. I HAVEN’T WROTE ANY WORDS. I WAS IN MY FANSH WORF
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The link below is about how the present is a present :~{| Jeeee thaaanks, siiigh
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http://www.earthcam.com/
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The link below is about a Brian Bryan like me but I don't know him; hm? or me :~{\
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http://www.combatteam.com/meet-the-team
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The link below is about another Brian Bryan I found when googling myself :~{/
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http://agentofthebat.tripod.com/brianprof.html
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The link below is to something else fuckedup about my world and my life
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http://facebook.com/?br1anbr4an
17:28 SA 7-28-2007 So here I am I woke up at 14:35 and I’m at El Tucan with a Margarita and Elcombo on the way. 17:30 ^ 18:33 Fast service I watched a Mexican Wrestling match it was bad ass with the bad asses in hot pink costumes with fairy wings throwing the referee at each other. I’m drinking a miller light and fucking listening to some band lets look them up on MySpace 18:37 ^ 18:39 HOLD ON I FEEL THAT!!! My butts uncomfortable. I've got to pee. 18:43 ^ 19:40 its the wanking and the social networking man and you’re drunk and ... 19:42 ^ 20:04 ... and what N the tarnation am I talking about 20:30 Wednesday, July 28th, 2007
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The link below is to candys I don't love but they're lovely
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http://despair.com/bittersweets.html
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The link below is like a really hot porn link that is really cool anti-porn
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http://www.oneangrygirl.net/antiporndisclaimer.html
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The link below is about not knowing what to or what not to say or do
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http://www.heartless-bitches.com
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The link below is an article trying to unfuckup my world and my life ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
http://thetyee.ca/Life/2004/07/21/Help_IM_Addicted
Try and stay away from Drugs but whatever you do don't do Television and whatever whatever you do; DO, DO ME!!! I mean when it comes down to it we need to wind down and escape but have you heard of the subliminal messages laced into programming by evil politicults and powerful corporations. Its just a conspiracy but watch closesly every now and then, focus hard on catching the quarter to half second requiems. Most of the time I cruise around in Nascar Daddy all fuckedup on drugs watching the world, the world all fuckedup on Television.
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The link below is to shows that will make you feel better and make you better
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http://transom.org/shows/legacy.php
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The link below is to shows that'll make you glad you haven't killed yourself yet
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http://somewhere.org/NAR/index.htm
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The link below is to propaganda that isn't pure and with no mind control
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http://www.npr.org/
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The link below is to a popular podcast I pay too little 4 and listen to too much
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http://www.lovelineshow.com
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The link below is to a podcast that again cost alot but cost more not to buy
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http://www.coasttocoastam.com/show
Am I primitive? All I'm sure about is my primitivity is about life or death. Am I leprous? All I'm sure about is my leprosy is groundwork for healthy learning I live for or nourishing lessons I'm dieing for. Am I weak? All I'm sure about is my weaknesses are about death or life. Do I want to die? Do I want death? Do I want to live? Do I want life? I'm not sure. I believe in Film in some ways but really I don't know if thats the way to live. But I really love death by film. Hal Hartley Films are my life. I live for Jim Jamursh films. Larry Clark films are my death. I'm dying for John Cameron Mitchell Films! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The link below is a too long article that isn't long enough on How E>rtley
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http://www.possiblefilms.com/articles.htm
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The link below is Jim opening random windows on your days and nights
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http://www.jim-jarmusch.net
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Below is Larry introducing you to who you didn't know that you didn't know
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http://www.larryclarkofficialwebsite.com
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The link below is to John ways you've always seen ways you've never heard of
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http://www.jango.com/music/John+Cameron+Mitchell
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Oh and by the way I almost forgot; what'd I almost forget? Oh yeah! OH NO!
http://www.jango.com/music/Adam+Sandler
my guess is that you will never hear from him again. The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world he did not exist. And like that... he is gone. (from Bryan Singer's movie The Usual Suspects)
http://www.jango.com/music/Baz+Luhrmann
I plan to read some John Mccain and Barak Obama someday because I fight for change which changes me where I have to change the fight for that change. Then the fight for change changes and I have to change myself to where I have to change the fight for that change. Growings great! Comming so far and still having so far I wanna go in directing my intiative would be great; but getting healthy is looking at how much you're going thru Hell. Maturings great. Comming so far and still having so far I wanna go in grounding my drive would be great but again so much is getting to me. I know I'm still way out there and totally senile its just getting stronger and wiser seems to get me less and less far from doom as I get toward my 30s because it dooms me to being harder and harder to kill which just seems to doom me to dieing harder and harder.
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Seen a Criminal Minds episode on this miracle falling into the wrongest hands
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http://www.wix.com/curlefry/citr
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The link below is to Mary Roach Stiffing Hell and Bonking Heaven
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http://www.maryroach.net
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The link below is to Lyda Morehouse tripping on a trip to tripping out
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http://www.irosf.com/user/show.qsml?loaduser=12067
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The link below is to Interview my monthly counseling appointment with freaks ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
http://www.interviewmagazine.com
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The link below is a Got Fight? The 50 Zen Principles of Hand to Face Combat exerpt. I think you might find it a bit challenging but very rewarding. I'm sorry to subject you to such overwhelming overwhelment but its just such a touching deep tear jerking life changer
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http://g-ecx.images-amazon.com/images/G/01/books/harpercollins-ems/GotFight.pdf
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The link below is GARBAGE!!! RUN MY BABY! RUN MY BABY! RRRUUUNNN!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
http://www.jango.com/stations/148247197/tunein?proxy_id=7666&song_id=37804