Allo all you stalkers. My name is Sylvia, but you can call me Siilver. Siilver Poiison. After all, that is my stage name (if ur wondering: www.siilverpoiison.wordpress.com is the place to go).
I'm a great shot; i usually go sniper style, taking the Kal Tec 9mm to the range and shooting the crap out of a target at 25 yards. But i also use my dads Khar or Glock. So if any of ya'll hate on me or emos, guess whos gonna need bullet removal surgery.
I'm a huge rockaholic and am constantly listening to music, singing, writing a song or playing guitar, violin, piano, ect. I carry a little notebook with me EVERYWHERE and all my lyric ideas go into it. ^^ It's a very fat notebook.
I'm young, sure, but my taste in music is pretty sweet. I was raised around a man who loves Kid Rock, Sting, and older rock music, and a woman who likes classical music and gospel. Classical influenced my violin playing and probably my music writing style, which is a very Burtonesque/Evanescence style of emo-crypt.
I would say i, myself, am emo... but i'm not sure if you have the correct impression of what that is... (and screw you morons that think emos are just depressed geeks that cut themselves and sulk!)
This is the about me section so: i line my green/yellow eyes with black eyeliner, mascara and maybe some purple eyeshadow and sometimes i flat-iron my dark chocolate, shoulder length hair (its thickly layered, so it looks really awesome). I usually wear skinny jeans (shredded, of course) and a band t-shirt or something i got at a concert. I usually go for converse too. I do have mild depression... Ok, that was a lie. I'm pretty depressed (and my parents still cant see it). Of course, I dont try to kill myself, anymore, but I do cut myself and i'm not afraid to admit that its an issue. A big one... Sometimes, I even break down and start sobbing because i've been holding everything in for so long..
Its hard for me to trust, so if i deny a friend request or anything, dont take it personally.
Got the stuff below off of someone elses profile. Reading it made my day and brought tears to my eyes.
A REAL BOYFRIEND
When she stares at your mouth
When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go.
When she starts getting in your face and acting all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her.
When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong.
When she ignores you
Give her your attention.
When she pulls on you
Pull her back.
When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful.
When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word.
When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
When she's scared
When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh.
When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay.
When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up.
When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand.
When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers.
When she bumps into you
bump into her back and make her laugh.
When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold.
When she looks at you in your eyes.
dont look away until she does.
when she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers.
When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it:
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say: "Whose butt am i gonna kick baby?"
And my all-time motto: "Music can speak more than anything. Music is full of emotion, stories and rhythms. Music is the truth. I love the pulsing beat, the energy and the meaning of it all. I love to let it run through me like a river and wash away the pain. Its beautiful, and saving; music has become my life.
If you ever felt...ALONE
If you ever felt...REJECTED
If you ever felt...CONFUSED
If you ever felt...LOST
If you ever felt...INVISIBLE
If you ever felt...WRONG
If you ever felt...ANGRY
If you ever felt...ASHAMED
If you ever felt...HURT
If you ever felt...USED
If you ever felt...PATHETIC
If you ever felt...TEMPTED
If you ever felt...MISUNDERSTOOD
If you ever felt...DISTURBED
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"Music can speak more than anything. Music is full of emotion, stories and rhythms. Music is the truth. I love the pulsing beat, the energy and the meaning of it all. I love to let it run through me like a river and wash away the pain. Its beautiful, and saving; music has become my life."
"I cry because it's all to real. I cry because it means something to my heart and soul. I cry because it means something to more then just my flesh, blood and bone. It reaches deeper. Farther. into the far reaches of my being, and hits me hard. Yet with a cold touch to numb my pain. It kills and heals at the same time, and I can't get enough of this healing pain."
So, for me, music defines emotion. The lyric quotes below are just some good, emotional, lyrics that mean something to me. If I get anything wrong, feel free to msg me and say so, its all done from memory. Enjoy!
"Each day is a gift. Not a given right."
-If Today Was Your Last Day|Nickelback
"We are the children you reject and disregard. These aching cries come from the bottom of our hearts. You cant disown us now, we are your own flesh and blood."
"I walk this empty street, on The Boulevard of Broken Dreams."
-Boulevard of Broken Dreams|Green Day
"It's not too late. It's Never Too Late."
"Rise up and celebrate your life! We're not alone in our ritual. Sing for what you feel inside!"
-Set The World On Fire|Black Veil Brides
"I will not fall. I will not fade. I will take your breath away."
-I Will Not Bow|Breaking Benjamin
"Steadfast to a razorBlade symphony, cigarettes and lyrics made me! Can you see... Can you see me? I'm strong from what they made me!"
-Youth and Whiskey|Black Veil Brides
"When all you got to keep is strong, move along, move along, like I know ya do. And even when your hope is gone, move along, move along, just to make it through."
-Move Along|All-American Rejects
"We are the unholy! We are the @#!*% sons of your media culture! Our minds, eyes, and bodies were born of your exclusion. An illusion you hide behind... You dont love a gaud! You love your comfort!!! To you we are filth, we are dirty; so be it. We are dirty and unclean; a congregation of the unseen. Together we will set this world on fire! This is the new religion!!! Amen!!!
-New Religion|Black Veil Brides
There is nothing left of you,
I can see it in your eyes.
Sing the anthem of the angels,
And say the last goodbye.
I keep holding onto you,
But I can't bring you back to life.
Sing the anthem of the angels,
Then say the last goodbye...
-Anthem Of The Angels
My fave bands/singers: Skillet, Black Veil Brides, Parkway Drive, My Chemical Romance, Breaking Benjamin, Asking Alexandria, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Green Day, Hollywood Undead, Avenged Sevenfold, Third Eye Blind, Finger Eleven, Thirteen Faces, Alice in Chains, Fireflight, Caliban, Kid Rock, ZZ Top, Sting, Bad Company, Pearl Jam, Nirvana, Metallica, Black Sabbath, Seether, Falling In Reverse, Slipnot, Chris Brown, LMFAO, Eminem(!!epic!!) and a trillion more bands that i'm too lazy to name. x3
I like a lot of Anime stuff. Air Gear, Black Butler, and Angel Beats are my fave. They need more Angel Beats stuff though.. i finished it. ^^ lol. Oh, and something more normal, Supernatural! xD Sam and Dean are totally beast demon killers (cant belive Dean died!!! Sorta..).
Film... what the crap? Nobody calls it film anymore. o.O I mean, seriously... Anywho, I like Corpse Bride, War of the Worlds, Batman, Spiderman, Thin, Gothica, or anything that's Stephen King. xD
Hm... i dont read much (i think i'm dylexic or something). I usually go for an upscale of Goosebumbs type stuff. Horror/Gore doesnt bug me, it amuses me. ^^ I also like war stories, i'm aiming to be a sniper when i'm older. Currently Reading: The Fire of Ares-a story about a half spartan boy training to become a warrior.