Hello to all. A little abt me..I am 35, married with 2 kids, my babies r 9 & 13.
I love & hate life depending on my mood & whats going on in it.
I am a dreamer, a thinker, a poet, I believe in Love & the law of nature perhaps the only 2 thing i really believe in.
I am a lover and a hater depending on the topic.
I like to debate abt just abt anything, gathering info on anything and everything is a hobby of mine, just for the sake of being good at arguing my point, I play the devils advocate in almost every argument.
I live my days the way i feel em, dont be surprised if u cant recognize me from 1 day to the next , if u hang in there long enuf, u'll see who i am.
I love surprises and i believe life is full of em good or bad its all the same. Sorrow is not something i run from and joy is not something i run towards, I believe they r both valid and a part of an individual experience.
Happy doesn't always mean good.&
Sorrow doesn't always mean bad.
The fact that u feel anything is a good sign, it means ur not dead even if ur sorrow makes u want to die, Just remember this too shall pass.
I do shameful & embarrassing things all the time but after having babies, really after giving birth in a room with 9 ppl .....should anything embarrass me?..I think not.....
I am a hopeless romantic and my imagination is far more romantic then my reality could ever be....I do try to bring romance into everything i do....Romance is not sex....Please dont send me crude shouts and email or comments i am not looking to get laid or whatever u might think based on my profile pics.
My idea of love and romance is very old world...something that has been long lost...but still alive and well in my mind.
I believe love today is a grind and far from romantic....what a shame the art of romance has been lost....not for me though...i create & rejoice in it everyday....:).
Black or white, day or night, Love or hate living in these extremes, no middle ground I can find,10/10 I am so binary, dead or alive I am, full on or full off at any given time. ppl dont function this way, how this mind works, its hard to explain, get played or play I hurt either way. torn in half I am, 1 half stays wherever U stay, attached to the soles of Ur feet, I'll say sometimes I feel trampled & crushed. But I stay strong I feed on hate, no love, no it d come my way, just returns on the time I put in, but thats not love, Love is not a repayment is it? then what is hate? If I say U love me, U say run with it, If I say U hate me U say run with it, so I run with it, Love & hate both from U neither true.