life is a depressing meaningless dead end what point is there living? why do we live like this and bring more into this shit....? im a 16 years old and i love marilyn manson im gothic and im satanic,and i fucking love music

so please try not to fuck with me youll end up a ball of empty broken memorries on the floor covered in fucking shame...

i don't have fucking patients for stupid ppl...

i don't have fucking patients for ppl who are full of them selves...

my fav. words in the the world are... love, hate, and fuck you xD

my fav. thing to do is go to parties and stand in front of a mirror and do my hair and makeup as fucked up as i can and listen to music,

quote: if your taught to love everyone,

to love your enemies,

what value does that place love?

Awesome Possum Sauce xD xD it's kinda nasty suggest u don't try it xD

When the devil takes an interest in the dead... your soul is unwanted...

MArilyN MAnsoN is an amazing artist and i really don't give a shit what your haters say ;) ive liked manson since i was 7 years old :) soo hahaha! fuck you too xD i would call u guys dicks but i actually have uses for those xD xD xD

Quote: we hate joy

we hate love

we love money...

i have no respect or even love for humanity,

i think were all fucked in the head,

and selfish basters,

all we fucking care about it our money,

and our shit that keeps out asses cozy,

im not a very nice person,

you have to earn the right to get close to me...

ive delt with shit in my past,

and i regret most of my child hood,

from my child hood ive grown to be a bitch and only a cople ppl i have let in to my life the rest can suck my dick...

i don't have one so i guess i got to make penis cookies xD xD

i don't know witch me that i love i got no reflection

- MArilyN MAnsoN no reflection- born villan...

MAnsoN's new album is fucking awesome possum sauce :D

I t believe in the word happieness

i do believe in the word i hate you

and i do belive in the sentence fuck off cuz your dead to me any way

im scared of life... but scared of death...

i hate ppl who pretend to be somthing there not,

hate is my middle name ;)

ETAHATE

I keep watering a dead flower

Keep watering a dead flower

Keep watering the dead flower

Keep watering a dead flower

Keep watering a dead flower

Keep watering a dead flower

Keep watering a dead flower

Everything I make is a piece of plant

In some day it could have been a flower

And the things that are flowers are dead

I keep watering a dead flower

Keep watering a dead flower

There’s not enough of me to make a bouquet

There’s not enough of me to make a bouquet

Stop watering a dead flower

Stop watering the dead flower

Stop watering a dead flower

Leave a note

Take out a razor,

Slit the wrists,

Cut out the pain,

Carving holes in your mind,

It’s forgotten,

Burn the body,

Can’t feel the anger,

Cut out your tong,

Lies are not told,

Break your ear drum,

Lies are not heard,

Leave a note,

For them to read,

Pull out your hair,

The madness gets to you,

Slit your throat

Chock on your blood

Stop breathing,

Can’t smell the rotting bodies,

Claw out your eyes,

Stab your heart,

Now you can’t...

Can’t see your death…

Some poetry by Me:

You’re broken Unwanted Pain…

The cold inside,

Destroying your soul,

The broken memories,

Form your mind,

Blind the lost,

The rose peddles of your life,

Wither away,

Nothingness,

Enters your heart,

Sharp pains,

Deep…

Deep…

Deep…

Inside,

The hesitation of your actions,

Burn whatever is left,

You’re burning body,

Turns to ashes,

Only whispers,

Fill the air,

With toxic wasted,

From your tears,

The love,

From the angry,

Starts to crack,

Your broken face,

As your face shatters into pieces,

Your smile only shows the missing pieces,

In your life,

All your life turns to ash,

The hate from all that is left,

Of your soul,

Cuts into my heart,

You’re carving holes,

In the only heart,

That will ever love you,

Your loneliness,

Is left behind,

With your wasted tears,

The skeleton lies empty on the floor,

The blood left over,

On the walls,

The blood trails lead,

To a empty life,

The pain in the memories,

Is too much to hold on to,

But to let go…

Only sadness sits,

The wounds,

Never heal,

In your mind you tell yourself,

Everyday’s a new day,

Everything’s fine,

Your don’t feel the pain you use too,

Sometimes hate is not enough to turn this all to ashes,

The monster lies,

Under your skin,

Waits,

To claw,

The inside of your mind raw,

Suicide is never enough,

The flames,

Burn holes,

On the suffocating butterflies wings,

The last seconds of its life,

You hold in your hand,

The intoxication from your blood,

It drowns in your infection,

The cancer spreads,

In your mind,

You keep telling yourself,

Everything’s ok…

Locked up inside yourself,

The walls get taller,

The real person,

That lives inside these cold walls,

You push yourself,

Out of their lives,

Further and further into the dark,

Maybe they’d be happier,

If you’d just disappear,

You’re forgotten,

And it’s your fault,

Berried in your lies,

The dirt covers over your forgotten coffin,

And the world is left outside,

Staring out through a plain window frame,

Watching time go by,

Looking through somebody eyes,

Lost without a guide,

Trying to find my way out,

But I can’t find the key,

Sitting in a corner,

Alone,

The razor goes deeper into your skin,

Deeper and deeper,

The blood is thick,

Drips down my arm and on to the floor,

The shadows get closer,

Your blood,

Your tears,

Your whispers are all that’s left,

The memories will haunt,

The ones that look upon your face,

Whatever left,

Of your broken,

Unwanted,

Pain…

By: TJ Bullee- Ewashko

Why Do You Hate Me So Much? When I love you this way?

Angry and alone,

We fight,

The words fly,

The sadness cries,

Your lies pierce her ears,

Your hate breaks her heart,

Tears run down her face,

I try not to show it,

You can’t feel it,

You can’t see it,

Blinded by the unwanted anger,

Your soul suffocates her,

Trying,

Hoping,

For it to get better,

But still,

The anger,

Lives in the air,

The memories,

Of you and her,

The questions,

The thoughts,

In her mind,

You still don’t see her pain,

The love in her heart,

All you hear is lies,

Sorry is never enough,

Sometimes hate is never enough,

To forget the memories,

Of the time before,

Your eyes watch her,

Burning holes in her mind,

The hate in your heart,

The killing,

Is all over,

The words,

Are so dark,

Her face cracks and shatters,

Every time you touch it,

The tears drip down her cheek,

The left over words,

She knows what you’re thinking,

She can hear the whispers,

In your thoughts,

She’s tarring her hair out,

The wounds are deep,

In her heart,

Her heart cries for you,

Missing you,

Is death in her heart,

The pain she feels when you’re gone,

Can’t stop thinking,

Can’t stop trying,

Can’t stop feeling,

This way,

In a corner she feels your hate,

Watching her,

Touching her hand,

Kissing her lips,

You hear only what you want to hear,

You don’t listen to what is true,

Her heart is yours,

I say,

Over,

And over,

All you hear,

Is the anger and pain in her voice,

Someday,

Maybe,

I’ll be the only one,

You’ll listen,

To Her cries,

For your attention,

But till then,

Her heart will remain broken

For attention,

Her eyes will always cry,

Empty tears,

My mind will kill the only thing,

Keeping my soul from dying,

Without you,

The lonely pain still sits,

Waiting for the love,

I know your heart can show me,

If you never cared,

If you never wanted me,

Why stay,

Why keep suffering,

With somebody,

That thought love was never in her heart,

Her smile shatters,

As you yell at yourself,

As you talk about yourself,

In the meanest ways,

She tries to tell you,

She tries to show you,

You’re lying to yourself,

You mean so much,

To her,

You’re her whole world,

Alone in the dark,

It’s all over,

She’s left alone,

In a dark empty space,

The words have been said,

As she thinks to herself,

How can I change this,

How can I help,

She knows there’s nothing she can do,

But be left in pain,

Left on the cold floor,

Buried in tar,

Dying every time,

She looks at you,

Every time you touch her,

Try to hold the tears down,

Try not to show,

How much pain you are really in,

Maybe he won’t think anything of it,

Every sign you show him,

He never sees you,

You’ll never have his true,

Love,

You can’t even say the word,

Without feeling so much pain,

Having the tears trickle down your cheek,

The memories,

Fill your head,

With the abuse,

Of all those times,

Maybe one day he’ll understand,

Maybe one day he’ll believe the truth,

Maybe one day he’ll stop listening to your lies,

I can’t stop thinking about him,

Every thought in her mind,

Every tear,

Every broken feeling,

Every time she tries to him,

What she really feels,

He’s always worried about,

His friends,

He doesn’t care about you,

He cares more about his friends,

The ones that is mean to him,

And he blames me…

By TJ Bullee

Sitting alone with death:

Sitting,

Thinking,

Wondering,

In the middle of a graveyard,

All is silent,

Cold,

Whispers sing…

Whispers call…

Empty voices in the wind,

The broken tears fall,

Shattering on the ground,

The cold is all around you,

Holding you in its icy fingers,

Death sings to you,

As you sit all alone,

You hear

No birds sing,

No cricket’s chirp…

No..

No noises are made,

In this empty moment,

Where I lye with death,

Deaths last breath,

Is cold..

Frozen..

Time has stopped,

As death kisses my cheek,

And disappear,

Gone..

Gone..

Gone forever,

Forgotten and lonely…

Empty souls are left,

The souls are frozen,

My soul is forgotten…

Sitting…

On a cold stone bench…

Alone...

With death…

By: TJ Bullee

i love to sing... always listening to Marilyn Manson/ Jeffree Star...my fav thing to do is piss ppl off that have no bissness in my life... writing poety and song lyrics...doing my hair and makeup... hanging with the ppl that affect my life in some way... i like meeting new ppl >:) dont mess it up or your fucked xD

supernatural, family guy, american dad and storage wars

berlesque and anything horror exept zombies

marilyn manson long hard road out of hell, lessons from a dead girl, HP lovecraft and anne rice books