Tears run down my innocent face
The pain is just too hard to erase
I miss you and your gorgeous smile
How we could sit and talk for a while
How you were all I could ever see
How you told me that you loved me
And I always said it back to you
Only difference is, I meant it too
Now I'm lucky if you say "Hello"
Why, oh why did you have to go?
She gets all the love you could give
Without you, how can I ever live?
She won't ever love you like I do
She says bad things about you, too
I can't tell you about her, though
Because I have no proof to show
All I think about every single day
Is how to make me feel okay
How to fix the wound in my heart
'Cause you took it and tore it apart
I miss you more as time goes on
I just can't believe you're really gone
I guess I have to forget about you
I wish for a better day.
when it doesn't hurt to look at you.
when it doesn't hurt to smile.
when i feel like theirs a real reason to live.
i wish for a night when I'm not home alone crying.
when I'm not staring at the wall only hoping he was with me.
when he's not the reason my heart is in two pieces.
when it doesn't hurt to breathe
i wish for the time when my scars are finally held.
when the razor isn't pressed against my wrist.
when i finally believe in love again.
when I'm finally happy...
Two years of sorrow I have endured
Memories of you have lured
The thousand tears that I have poured
And yet my heart has not been cured
Countless hours and ceaseless days
Happiness my pain outweighs
Heartache shrouds every pathway
Dancing in me like a black ballet
How do I describe just how I feel
A pain from which I will never heal
Two years of sorrow I cannot conceal
I can't forget you, you were too real
Two years later
I still think of you
You still influence
Everything I do
It's gotten a little easier
To smile at another guy
But it never goes further
Because I dont ever try
Not with other guys
And I quit trying with you
I just gave up on relationships
The day we were through
At first I had thought
That you could be erased
But I found out that
You can never be replaced
You became a part of me
The very first day we met
Nobody made me that happy
Or could get me more upset
You said we were over for good
And I went home not comprehending
That the best thing in my life
Was very quickly ending
I put all of our memories
Into a box in my closet
The pictures and all the little things
Put away to try and forget
I took your number off speed dial
And erased your number from the phone
I consoled myself and said
That I would be better off alone
I went through the rest of the week
Pretending that I was okay
Nobody really knew how to comfort me
Because there wasn't much they could say
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