i have a bestfriend that has been there for me throught everything when others haven't. my fam[ily] is my backbone, and come before anybody. i don't care about anybody's opinion about me, if they aren't a friend to me in any sort of way they are just haters - which i've got plentyy. i'm reaall nice to anybody who is nice back, but once you have history in my book, you are no longer worth my time. i have plenty of friends, but only a few i can rely on for anything. honestly, don't take things i say a lot seriously. i don't mean to lead on any guys what-so-ever.
don't worry about what you heard about me. i might have played a little dirty and left a few of them hurt, but whatever has occured, they all got what they deserved.
Sticks and stones break bones,
but the gat will kill you quicker,
especially when i'm drunk off the liquor.
put a dick in they mouth, so i guess its fuck what they say, im high as a bitch up up and away, man ill come down ina couple of days.
when a bitch laughing at you just laugh and call em "trashy" because they just mad cause they can't knock your hustle .. they aint got what you got and they most definitely can't be you.
so if i should ever fall and get caught in a hustle let them know that i died while i fought in a struggle from the hoodrats to rich kids lost in a bubble spray paint it on the streets and in the subway tunnels.
But when a good girl gone she gone forever. See you can't make it rain without the stormy weather. And its funny when it rains: When it rains, it pours. Woulda never happened if I woulda stayed indoors. Woulda never happened if I never traded in my Text Books. Cause now I'm hot, but all the Critcs say I'm just looks. They say I'm too sexy. They Say I'm selling-out. Cause when I come out, Niggas get they umbrellas out. I take the L cause I don't wanna see my brother lose. Been trough it all, but I could never fill my mother shoes. And naw, I don't want no Handouts. I just want my adlibs to get penned out. And I just wanna tell the girls that can feel me, that I just play the cards tha a nigga deal me. See everything I been through coulda killed me. Thats why it really aint nothin you could tell me. You see I live for the Bill. I die for the Bill. I still make sure I read the Bi to the Bill. And every time I write I'm precise with my skill. Its more outta life than just Ice in your Grill. You Wanna Fuck Me? Lay Me? Fuck You! Pay Me! This is what you made me. Said you wanna Drape me, turned around and Raped me. Naw you aint Mistake me.
I've seen oxycontin take three lives. I grew up with them, we used to chief dimes. I've seen cocaine bring out the demons inside. Cheatin' and lyin' Friendship cease, no peace in the mind. Stealin' and takin' anything to fix the pieces inside. Broken, hopeless, headed nowhere. Only motivation for what the dealer's supplying. That rush, that drug, that dope. Those pills, that crumb, that roach. Thinkin' I would never do that, not that drug and growing up nobody ever does. Until your stuck, lookin' in the mirror like I can't believe what I've become. Swore I was goin' to be someone. And growing up everyone always does. We sell our dreams and our potential. To escape through that buzz. Just keep me up, keep me up. Hollywood here we come.