^^ I'm German so please excuse my bad english (if you find any mistakes please tell me ^^)

and some more about me ????? ^^

My name is ... Phil. ^^

So anything left ... yeah ...

I'M NOSY ... so if u want that i add u tell me how did u find me ! ! ! ! !

(and i will try to tell it you if i'm sending u a reqeust ^_^)

... but now ...

Dunno what to tell. ^^

But feel free to contact me (if you want). ^^

(this is all in english 'cause I like this language ^^ and some more people will understand what I wrote down to myself ^^)

I just noticed that I don't like this shout-crap ...

Being Emotional doesn't mean just cutting yourself but more talking about what is wrong in your life.

i hardly ever talk about my feelings ...

so ...

BUT despite I seem to be one ...

Life is almost like a nightmare, alas almost,

because shortly before ur nightmare ends ur wakin' up ...

life isn't like this ...

meanwhile i changed abit ... more into

you can control your dreams IF you want to, its funny xD

and hard but really ... i like it i changed me and myself abit more week by week

and life is awesome you just need the will to see it!!! (11.10.2011)

my maxims:

1. honor (don't acting against them)

2. freinds and family

3. keep calm

I'm atheist ^^

I like to smatter ... very much ^^

(Simon and Garfunkel; The Sound of Silence)

Hello darkness, my old friend,

I've come to talk with you again,

Because a vision softly creeping,

Left its seeds while I was sleeping,

And the vision that was planted in my brain

Still remains

Within the sound of silence.

(The Beatles; Yesterday)

Yesterday, all my trouble seemed so far away.

Now it looks as though they`re here to stay,

oh I believe in Yesterday.

Suddenly, I`m not half the man, I used to be.

There`s a shadow hanging over me,

oh yesterday came suddenly.

(RiseAgainst; Savior)

It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten

What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them

...

That's when she said I don't hate you boy

I just want to save you while there's still something left to save

That's when I told her I love you girl

But I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

!!!!! FASCISM ISN'T A OPINION BUT A CRIME !!!!!

"The only way to comprehend what mathematicians mean by Infinity is to contemplate the extent of human stupidity." - Voltaire

(http://www.lifesucks.info/peoplearestupid.html // 05.26.2010)

Some times I press send (e-mail, comment, shout, a.s.o.)

befor I wrote down every word ... >.<

so ist das leben - german

sånt är livet - swedish

c'est la vie - frensh

é a vida - portuguese

asi es la vida - spanish

such is life - ya all know ;p

in cuil - edhelen XD

????? - chinese

wot shisn - russian

inochi wa - japanese (loosely translated)

eshte jeta - albanian

e la vitta - italian

takie jest ?ycie - polish

(if you miss any language e-mail me plz ^^)

I've some hobbys all around ego-// tactic- shooter

like BF2, Counter Strike (ofcourse^^), and some "real-life-war-simulator" as

Paint Ball (but I haven't played it yet ;/ ) but I play Air-Soft ^^

(my team will reenact 1. cavalry devision ...

i will be a TDM with a MK12 and M9A1)

do you know anything about Greek mythology ??????

(tell me what you know ^_^ ... don't use wiki ;p)

totaly love:

The D (movie & all tracks)

Rise Against (EVERY track)

smoke weed ............ ohh sure i know what you're thinking ...... ^_^

"The real problem with television is that it doesn't suck."

(http://www.lifesucks.info/television.html // 05.26.2010)

Kings of Rock-Tenacious D, School of Rock, Envy, Tropic Thunder, Year One,

Life of Brain, Monty Python and the Holy Grail,

Lord of the Rings 1-3, Star Wars 1-6, The Boondock Saints 1/2,

Pulp Fiction, Neon Genesis Evangelion, ...

Bertold Brecht, J. W. v. Goethe, Tom Piccirilli, Richard Laymon, Stephen King,

Frank Schätzing, J. R. R. Tolkin, (I know those aren't "Books" but I like far too much books so I wrote down some of their writers)

And one more also NO book but a manga; Neon Genesis Evangelion (I just love it)