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When I need you the most,

Your not even here,

I need a friend to care,

I need a friend to love,

I need a friend to hold,

I need a friend to trust,

You’re too far away,

To wipe away my tears,

I sob out my heart,

Banging my chest from all this pain,

Inside me,

I’m falling apart,

Drifting away,

Down on my knees,

Pounding out my rage,

Screaming on top of my lungs,

Stretching out my hand,

There’s no one to grasp it,

No one to safe me,

You’re too far away,

To wipe away my tears,

I sob out my heart,

Banging my chest from all this pain,

Inside me,

I’m falling apart,

Drifting away,

I can barely make it through,

Dragging myself to make it through,

You can’t give me a hug,

To enlighten me up,

I have a frown on my face,

Your not here to take it away,

You’re too far away,

To wipe away my tears,

I sob out my heart,

Banging my chest from all this pain,

Inside me,

I’m falling apart,

Drifting away,

There are so many things I need to say,

They’re just too hard to say,

It hurts so much,

To think,

Not t having you here,

I need you now,

You’re here,

Wiping away my tears,

Telling me,

Everything is all right,

I’m by your side,

No one can remove you from my heart…

Even if I put

A mask on

To hide

What I feel

Who I am,

No one understands me.

You think you do;

Not true, not at all.

If you did,

You wouldn’t ask

So many questions

You wouldn’t feel

That I am hiding something

All I wonder is,

What would you do?

Would you accept?

Who I am

Or

Would you deny?

Who I am?

Would you completely ignore me?

If you knew what I felt --

The confusion

I feel,

The pain

That hunts me,

The fear

Of having no fear

If you know what I feel now --

More confused

Then ever before --

More pain

Hurts me

I’m fearless.

For now

I won’t get hurt

Again

The only thing that haunts me --

The memories,

The dreams,

The Nightmares

If you faced

What I have been

Through,

You wouldn’t survive…

Have you felt that?

You have mixed emotions?

Or that you get confused

About what’s real?

You don’t even know if what

You supposedly feel is true.

These emotions classify me,

But no words can describe me.

No words can explain what I feel.