All of my life I have experienced the wrath of psychological damage upon a woman’s upbringing and troubles with differentiating what she loves verses what she blindly desires...Why can’t you just love me?! A good woman I am but it seems the equation just becomes longer and more complicated as the months roll by; maybe I just don’t have the answer. But it seems when I’m in your vicinity I never ask these questions, never wonder about the negative because the positive is so powerful like a force that only you bring with your presence. As you give me all that a man has to love I lay my head back eyes closed wanting to remember this moment forever. WE JUST…CLICK. Sex is what always keeps coming back; it overshadows the ignorance of my premonition thoughts of a relationship that I could never commit to. When I get naked it’s the challenge that drives me to overcome my love’s power that continuously shines so bright. But I am who I am and my shades never come off, the little text messages showing how I'm inches away from pouring out my heart get deleted as fast as they are read. No special ringtone, no skip of my heart beat when he calls, but in a way I feel bad at times that I can’t give him what he wants. I'm so sensually exotic when it comes to loving every inch of U, I know when I call he will always be there ready and willing. Maybe one day I will come around but right now if given the option of marriage or death his name wouldn’t even cross this mind of mine.I know that my gut feelings are what have kept me above water my whole life. It just doesn’t feel right he isn’t the one. Women forget at times that love is earned, its not something every man gives when just plainly asked for. I SHALL NOT LIVE A LIE TO SMILE IN YOURS If I give u my trust.. Advantage doesn't come with it.

School, Urban Model, singer, song writer... Free spirit, family orientated, ButterPeacan riacan mami, with fantasic morals

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