i am very energetic, but not always at the right times, I love cars, riding horses,

and if someone needs to be heard, i listen to them. Most of my friends call me their therapist cuz i always try to help and give them advice you think you'd hear from one, but I'm not. I admit, i have had a lot of therapists and all but I dont have a degree or anything. I'm not even a high school graduate. Dropped out junior year and got my GED.

I juss went through a lot and did all the stupid stuff early in my life. Went to Juvy 3 times, got sent away a few times, was in residential treatment for over a year, lost count of all the places i had to go for treatment and therapy, all the classes i had to attend, almost 3 years of probation, problems with heartbreak, death of close family members, hating my family, having no friends, put into placement, going into foster care, put into an abusive foster home, and more that i dont exactly love to talk about.

And i know there are people that have it worse than me. But I dont let any of that shit hold me back, I use it as a lesson to learn from and, honestly, i use it to talk to people and try to keep them from doing the same stuff as me or turn them around before they get in too deep. Cuz, think about it. Who would you be more likely to listen to?

A therapist- In his/her office, right next to their desk, full of paper work for so many other people, college degrees and diplomas all over the walls, getting paid, sittin back in a rolley chair, legs crossed, with a clipboard, and usually not even really knowing how hard it is or how you feel whether they say they do or not

OR

Me- Someone your age sittin on the porch step right next to you, not getting money, not giving a fuck what comes out of our mouths as long as its true, telling you certain things I dont tell anybody else and letting you know that I have gone through similar things and saying what i wish i would've done instead and only hoping that you dont make the same mistakes as me

I'm not saying therapists are bad, im juss sayin that you shouldnt need a certificate of some sort to do it right.

And I'm gonna try not to be cocky but if you look at the words I use, how I use them, punctuation, the way the sentences flow, the amount of things i put down in the amount of time I used, and all that, you'd think that I was smart enough to finish high school with no problem, and probably go onto college or something (this is all juss what my family says, im not completely convinced) But no, i decided to drop out and take the easy route. i was lazy, and still kind of am. And that short bit of laziness has ruined a lot of people's chances at a nice, easy life with a well paying job.

I always say "Nobody should be judged by anything but the actions of their heart."

Now, with all that being said, that doesnt mean I dont love to have fun, hit the bong and pass it on, you know =) I juss live life one day at a time cuz you only get one and you never know when it will end.

height:5'11''

weight:155lbs

hair color:dishwater blond

eye color: brown, blue, and green. (i know its weird)

Got a tattoo

...anything else, juss ask

anything with an engine

any adult comedy (family guy, american dad, etc.)

HUNGER GAMES!!!

the sorcerer's apprentice, twilight series

just about anything with nicholas cage

twilight. they are actually really good

The Shadow Children Series

THE HUNGER GAMES SERIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AMAZING!!!!!