yeah people this crodd, alot sure has change about me mentally, phyiscally, emotionally in years, i'm certainly a new man, so don't worry about me troubling you like with family when i was living in my depressant ways with mother, not that i was trouble in the first place, it's just i had no one to trust when very depressed when teenager from the time i was 15 all the way to the bad incident with family in late april of 2008, so what happen at home which caused the police to get called in the first place was a big fight over a playstation2 which belonged to me. so we kept fighting for the game console until the police was called by NO! mother, i ran outside before the cops arrive hehe... well i stayed outside a few days with mentioning on jango i busted a window when house was empty... to retain my playstation2 which tried to retrieve making access in the house, until getting arrested in backyard eventually, after knocking on door for my game back day-to-day. well after trying to provoke the police to shoot me that day.. i went to jail without regret and besides it was about time i got out my mother household living deeply in the blurry shadows of depression, well i made a bad decision i thought was going to changed my life successfully after my troubles with famliy members leading me to jail for 2 weeks. well after the jail sentence i incline to a program which involved helping me with my emotional suffer plus job and appartment. well after talking to the social workers about my goals like getting back in school and other things like my pain IN LOCKUP. anyways when i got release from jail in late april 2008 they put me in a homeless shelter hehe right more like a halfway house and it was going to spike an invesigation which included anthropologists, cardiologists and biologists, plus police officials.. REALLY they were going to plot on me in ruining my life completely at halfway house. i know the kids i use to associate myself with when younger were involved also, you know like those so called friends of mine CORRECT which i haven't been in contact with since 12%. it's like this was plotted on me for years until 20, i should of got help a long time ago but no one wants to believe something is wrong with them when their always being told it. so really though the crap i got tired of dealing with was the abuse i use to intake from bullies in school and where i lived at. other than the bullying i dealt with some female i had a close eye on from the time i was 13 to 15 broke my heart in high school by calling me ugly out loud in class when i tried to indicate my long lost feelings for her plus can't forget all the concussions i had when younger, i'm not explaining to you guys how they happen to me though... MAN WAS I LOSING MY MIND this cause mainly was the real reason why i couldn't finish school besides the hatred, heartbreak and lousy clothing i appear in attending school. well im over all the past now from the time i was 14 to 20% dealing with the heart aches and panic attacks. WELL NOW let me explain myself about the problems i dealt with latterly at halfway house in 2008 still rocking me until this day which is continuing to be an negative obstacle i can't get past more presently with other futuristic bad experiences 2010?. ok to all my peoples i misleaded about me before, my fault and pain condone me and i hope you can look past all my regret, mistakes, and ruination, so we can continue our recession, once again i apologize to all my people's i let down in 2008.. i pledge to you in the future i will do better? no joke, if you people's want more of my life story, just read my comments???? well that's all you need to know about my stressful life 15 to 20 and up? OH NO not finish! don't forget to read my comments seriously THEY talk about what i experience more recently in life? I'M NOT AFRICA and i guess this is goodbye. CRODD D EN FOREVER IN YOUR LIFE FUTURISTICALLY!!!

let's see what interest me a women who isn't connected to america ,money, and gadgets plus moving out the united states someday.... pretty much.