Changes.................................................................................................................................................................................................
see no changes wake up, and ask myself should I kill myself.
do you ask that kind of question yourself?
Tired of the way I'm living barley making on my own.
Words can't help with depression makes me feel all alone.
I'm no hero, make mistakes I can't take back.
head above water, but blood every where like a shark attack.
I know I'm suppose to make changes.
Friends, and family are distant strangers.
Is that the was it's suppose to be?
Sit in jail, or in my room alone not free.
That's the way it is, things will never be the same.
They judge, or they play the blame game.
Treated different, nobody wants me around.
Always sad looking at the ground.
There's no light, blackness rules more not just at night.
Got to make those changes make things right.
Looking for a little peace in my life where there's chaos.
Tired of thinking about all my loses.
The grief, depression takes it's toll.
To live for today is my everyday goal.
By,
Morey D. Williams
4/15/10
Dedicated: To 2pac song "Changes"
Keep your heart...................................................................................................................................................................................................
Never give up hope keep your heart.
You'll make it play your part.
Standing alone, or have someone by your side.
Changing now the ties that bind, ready for the everyday grind.
Been through the lowest points in my mind.
Organized chaos I will be fine.
Looking out for number one.
Trying to look for something, or just some fun.
Tear drops flow easy most of my days.
Just going through a phase.
Remembering who was there for me in my darkest spots.
Tired of thinking, she's always in my thoughts.
That is a dangerous place to be in your own head.
Times wishing I would take my own life, like I was dead.
Getting past it though starting over like a new day.
Sometimes I forget to I need to pray.
Rez made the fight of the lost warrior comes out no matter what.
Not afraid of nothing, they all now I'm tough.
I scream aloud when I need to, let it out feels good.
Tired of drowning, feel that helping hand GOD is good.
By,
Morey D. Williams
4/15/10
Loved, lost, and learned..............................................................................................
Those three things everyone should feel.
It's taking that chance at love, not having a heart of steel.
I yearn for someone to put a smile on my face.
To fill that void of the cold empty place.
I crave for her to give not just to receive.
Seeing eye to eye is what I believe.
Don't lust what you see, desire what you know.
Search your heart, and mind let the words flow.
I will not say " I LOVE YOU " no more.
Those words come out picking up my heart off the floor.
The disappointment leaves a foot stamp on my heart.
No longer together glad now we are apart.
Life is way to short to wake up with regrets.
A roller coaster of a ride that is what one gets.
believing in everything happens for a reason.
Chalk it up to experience say it's not your season.
Second chances rarely come, if it does let it change your life.
She could be that better girlfriend, or your future wife.
Never give up on hope she is out there.
Coming into your life for love, hugs, and a laugh to share.
By
Morey D. Williams
9/10/09
TEMPERED IN SORROW.............................................................................................
Been through way to much, can't reverse things already done.
Just remembering the bad times, they way a ton.
Almost gave up, like I had no hope.
Learning to deal with everything, and how to cope.
Looking in the mirror, sometimes don't like what I see.
Trying to open the door to self love, where is the key?
My loneliness is a trial, because I'm co-dependent on the opposite sex.
I always say I wonder what's going to come next.
Live in darkness, need to turn the lights on.
Never ending loneliness always awake until the early dawn.
My insights revisited every time I think a loud.
Getting to know myself better is what I've vowed.
I hope this inspires people to move past there hurts.
Letting in love, and maybe someone that flirts.
I have said " My soul is weak, my spirit is strong".
Not knowing God's purpose for me, this is where I belong.
Drawn to a better understanding of what makes me believe.
God has showed me already, I'm just being naive.
Looking outside myself, there is more to this world than just me.
Letting go of the past, who wouldn't agree?
By,
Morey D. Williams
Beautiful women.............................................................................................................................................................................................
They are all over the world, even close to home.
Tired of the thieves stealing my love, making my feelings roam.
No shortage of beautiful women, just looking for the one.
Not settling for what I had, put a fork in her she is done.
Sitting here waiting for her to walk into my life.
Killing me being alone, there is a reason to wait for my wife.
Need to focus on me, finding me is important to getting to her.
Having someone to wake up next to, I do prefer.
I find myself thinking of the ex's in my past.
Tired of the games, a better understanding of me not much to ask.
They can have there lives, no need of there drama.
Leaving her by the way side, or she probably put my in a coma.
Can't stop, won't stop looking for my other half.
To hold hands, go to the movies, even have a good laugh.
Getting a hold of things to come, letting you know where I'm coming from.
Looking for love, I think everyone deserves some.
Saying your beautiful I think women should hear.
Talking to you is easy, what do I have to fear?
Need new women friends to make my day go by.
To chat with, even just to say "HI".
By,
Morey D. Williams
4/15/10
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