hay dis ya gurl jalisa im now 21 years old i live in michagen i have a son named corey an mi twin sista name is shea an i have alot more sistas on jango but i cant name dem all it wuld take to long but yeah i like to cook clen im independent i dont depend on no nigga to take care of me or my son because i can get my own shit im SINGLE because i thought i was in love with some body but the just came in my life an broke my heart the lied to me they had me lookin dumb they had me cryin for weeks so yeah i am tryin my best to find the right guy for me dat will love me an my son an taht wont lie to me so yeah if you are a single guy that can love me an my son then we can talk oh yeah i really like light skinned boys alot i think there sexy lol but i will take what i get i gusse but yeah if you wanna talk to me just hit me up with a shout comment or meesege an if any gurls need to talk to me about there problems or they wanna become my sister hit me up

What happened to our love? dis is a poem about how i feel

It used to be so bright

Loving, laughing, caring

Then soon caught the night

You were my one and only love

Cared for you too much

Then something happened

And slept with that man

You deceived me

I never felt so desperate

But I try to forgive you now

And try not to think about before

I love you so much

It just hurts to ponder now

Everything I have

Is because of you

Everything I bought

Was because of you

I just love you so much

I'm scared to lose you

this is for junior the man i was in love with but he is dead now

You're still here in my heart and mind,

still making me laugh cause your stories live on.

I hold you in a thought and I can feel you.

I feel you and this gives me strength and courage.

The tears I have cried for you could flood the earth

and I know you have wiped each one away.

For you Brother, I promise you this,

I will go on with my life and make you proud. I will always hold you in my heart.

I promise you I will be missing you everyday till the end of time,

but this is not my end and I can't hold my head underwater....I need to breathe.

I need to love and miss you, but I also need to live because through me you will live,

you will still laugh and love,

you will still sing and dance,

you will still hug and kiss.

You will forever be in our lives,

you will forever be a brother,

a son,

an uncle

and friend.

I am going to miss your shining face

I think of you and wonder why?

I might cry or smile,

but at the end of the day I am one day closer to you

tears to junior r.i.p junior

here is a poem about my daddy he jus died three days ago

He looks at her as she giggles.

she stares at him thinking that's my Daddy.

She gets older hardly seeing him, waiting,

no sign of him.

He comes home drunk smelling of liquor.

She doesn't care,

you're my Daddy she says and I love you.

Her mother's tired but stays with him for her children.

Daddy's little girl gets older,

she takes care of her Daddy.

He gets sick .

He is put in the hospital slowly dying,

she cries Daddy don't leave me.

Her heart is breaking slowing.

She hoping he gets better,

hoping the doctors are wrong.

Doctors give up hope but does not still hoping.

It gets harder for Daddy to breath,

three more breaths a Smile from daddy she misses it' he smiles again,

silence then he's gone.

She doesn't want to let go.

Its time to say good bye, good bye Daddy I love you.

Slow Tears

I look up

as a tear rolls slowly

down my cheek

I think about better days

and wonder if I'll feel that way again

you look at me

with those eyes I know so well

always serious, so deep and insightful

as though you're always in control

But not today

not now

Now you look so scared

like for once you don't have the answer

I gaze at you

looking deep into those hazel eyes

Hoping to understand

why you've said those things you did

I wonder for a moment

if this is all a dream

if I shall wake in the morning

and be relieved

you look at me

with a confusion I have never seen

slowly pull me towards you

and wipe the tears from my cheek